so it's almost time to flip to a new chapter of my life...usually, at ever big turning point, i tend to make new friends and forget the old...i don't burn bridges but more like i close them down and watch them fail b/c bridges require maintenance...i dunno, it's a bad, self-ish habit...i usually assume that people really don't give a crap about me b/c they have their own lives to live so i just forget them and make new friends...i ask myself the probability i'll see them again and i conclude that it is slim with most people...but, there are a few people i will forever be friends to no matter what happens...actually, it's very hard to maintain a one-directional friendship but i really care about them
despite this cynical and selfish mindset, God definitely flipped the tables for me...it was humbling and exciting to speak with people i haven't talked to in a long while for support...yeah, very humbling...i needed it...i actually like hearing what people are up to after they graduated
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